Unheard Thoughts

tangerineefizz:

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Im too fat to be pretty. I’m too fat to feel beautiful.

I try and try, I run and run, excercise, eating less, eat heathier.. everything yet I’m always fat.

I think about cutting bcuz I’m not happy, I think about puking bcuz I don’t like what I see but I won’t break down even with the tears running down my eyes or the aching inside. Just please I can’t give up. not for me but for the ppl who care about me.

I once knew this little girl. She was small but she was strong. Never once did I see her not smiling, unless she fell and scraped her knee but she would always get back up and say she’s okay! She didn’t care about how she looked or how others looked at her and that got her places. She was confident and when looking in the mirror she would think nothing more than I’m happy with myself. That little girl was smart, she was kind, had tons of friends, behaved, loved but as she grew things changed she changed and her life changed. That girl was me. And sometimes I wish I could go back to when I was that little girl who loved herself all the time, go back when things were simple.

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relaxashun:

i do admit i get self-conscious quite a bit

i try not to, i try to love myself and my body

it is hard though. 

sometimes i lose control, and fall back into bad habits.

i need to stop.

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(Source: thenowherekid)